I Remember

I remember being 4 years old & being in front of a tv watching wonder woman & bionic woman, all i could repeat to my self was, that i wanted to be inside the tv where they were but where i come from, people were ignorent & dind’t think that anything was possible. MY parents are from the Dominican Republic & my grandparents from spain. My mother came to the states when she was 16 years old My father also came @ a young age He had two kids & had two childrens before he married my mom. I was the oldest of three. two boys & myself until my youngest sister was born. I have always been a curious little girl, when i was in second grade I would steal my moms make- up & clothes, & wear them to school can you imagine? I am serious! I mean I would be cleaning my house, washing dishes,like when I was seven. it literally bothered me to see the house dirty & at times i would be incharge of making sure that the house would stay clean. THere was confidence & insecurities about me. I wanted to be somebody but everyone around me was just so negative. I was fat & people would make fun of me. when I went to school girls wanted to fight me for no reason. so no matter how spontaneous i was, i just would stay to myself cause everyone else was negative, so since i was deferent & would get picked on. I always had a confidence to me I just had to learn how to use it, & as i got older i did.

~ by jes123 on January 11, 2008.