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		<title>Struggle</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 May 2008 21:20:10 +0000</pubDate>
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I want to be a role modeling to the community I want you to know that you are not alone, i was born with nothing hoping that one day i will have a brighter future, sometimes i dont even believe that i have remained positive in the entertainment this long, i am going to take you [...]]]></description>
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<p>I want to be a role modeling to the community I want you to know that you are not alone, i was born with nothing hoping that one day i will have a brighter future, sometimes i dont even believe that i have remained positive in the entertainment this long, i am going to take you through my journey, all i have to say is that i have been in the acting world learning the inside out for the past 12 years. I&#8217;ve been through ups &amp; down @ times i did not think i was going to be able to keep going, i went through a big deppresion about two years ago. I have also met lots of people in the industry that are your favorite producers, actors, casting directors, hollywood directors but will not put them out there because i still believe that i dont need them to come up in this bussiness. To alot of you ladies that think that is about networking &amp; meeting the wright person yeah to an extend is true but what about if you meet the person &amp; that very well known director wants to sleep with you what do you do? you got to believe in yourself &amp; alway have a plan b. cause the truth is nobody will do nothing for you, you gotta do it for yourself. Train work on your craft &amp; believe me in do time noone can take that away from you. You gonna be hearing of me, i will be giving tips &amp; tell you about my past experience in the Entertainment industry.</p>
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		<title>Teen Years</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Jan 2008 14:04:45 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have always been resposible &#38; hardworking. When I Was in 8th grade my mom couldn&#8217;t buy me things, so I went &#38; got myself a job @ Marketbasket as a cashier. At the age of seventeen,I bought myself a toyota corolla. I always been independent &#38; a gogetter, I don&#8217;t sit around &#38; wait for [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>I have always been resposible &amp; hardworking. When I Was in 8th grade my mom couldn&#8217;t buy me things, so I went &amp; got myself a job @ Marketbasket as a cashier. At the age of seventeen,I bought myself a toyota corolla. I always been independent &amp; a gogetter, I don&#8217;t sit around &amp; wait for people to do things for me. I am not afraid of trying new things in life i love challenges, i like going after things that are hard to have &amp; If I have to go to the other side of the world &amp; get it, I would.  When I entered high school every one wanted to be my friend, I mean i wasn&#8217;t fat anymore I had lost weight &amp; was looking sexy and developing pretty fast. My freshman year I wanted to be in the mix so i would go to the house jams, you know the best music was back in &#8220;89&#8243;. I got popular, By my junior year I was really deferent &amp; had a certain style to me. Everyone talked about the way I dressed. I was always in Boston partying because alway felt like I dindn&#8217;t belong there. People would always say that i was weird,I was always the talk of town.If I dated a guy the whole town knew it the next day. Girls did not like me for no reason. When time when I was 18 i was driving home &amp; these 4 girls from school followed me to my house &amp; when I got out of the car jumped me, luckily that my mom was looking out the window &amp; ran out to help me. If i dated a guy he would say that he slept with me, i mean i lost my virginity when i was 19 years old com&#8217;n! I always knew that i belonged somewhere else, but since i was trapped in that little town, i would get wright sucked back in, hanging with my friends going to the malls, clubs&#8230;. it was a routine, I dind&#8217;t know    what i was going to do when i graduated from high school. I just knew that i had to go to college but didn&#8217;t evern know what to major in. I graduated from Lawrence High School Attended Northern Essex Community college &amp; there i took a class in Theatre. I new that I wanted to do it but din&#8217;t know how to begin &amp; put it past me. I knew that the wright thing was to work in an office &amp; thats what i went for. At the time I got pregnant had a beautiful son. After my son was 9months I became single &amp; had to work evern harder in Life. I had to do something in my life &amp; be  a role model to my son. Even though I have always had a swagger to me, i have also had insecurities that i have had to overcome.I have always tried to stay positive in life even through the dificult times.I wanted &amp; needed something more in life but i did not know how to begin. This is where my journey as an actor begins. I was working at  a company called Norell Services a staffing company as a secretary, a young man by the name of bill walks in, he is talking about how he just did background work on a film called Carlito&#8217;s Way starring Al Pacino In New York City. All I remember my brain opening saying I want to do this. I asked bill that how he found out about the auditions, he said that in New York there is this newspaper that comes out everyweek on the newstands called Backstage. I went to Boston Harvard square newstand, picked up the casting newsletter &amp; the rest is history.</p>
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		<title>I Remember</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 15:27:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I remember being 4 years old &#38; being in front of a tv watching wonder woman &#38; bionic woman, all i could repeat to my self was, that i wanted to be inside the tv where they were but where i come from, people were ignorent &#38; dind&#8217;t think that anything was possible. MY parents [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>I remember being 4 years old &amp; being in front of a tv watching wonder woman &amp; bionic woman, all i could repeat to my self was, that i wanted to be inside the tv where they were but where i come from, people were ignorent &amp; dind&#8217;t think that anything was possible. MY parents are from the  Dominican Republic &amp; my grandparents from spain. My mother came to the states when she was 16 years old My father also came @ a young age He had two kids &amp; had two childrens before he married my mom. I was the oldest of three. two boys &amp; myself until my youngest sister was born. I have always been a curious little girl, when i was in second grade I would steal my moms make- up &amp; clothes, &amp; wear them to school can you imagine? I am serious! I mean I would be cleaning my house, washing dishes,like when I was seven. it literally  bothered me to see the house dirty &amp; at times i would be incharge of making sure that the house would stay clean. THere was confidence &amp; insecurities about me. I wanted to be somebody but everyone around me was just so negative. I was fat &amp; people would make fun of me. when I went to school girls wanted to fight me for no reason. so no matter how spontaneous i was, i just would stay to myself cause everyone else was negative, so since i was deferent &amp; would get picked on. I always had a confidence to me I just had to learn how to use it, &amp; as i got older i did.</p>
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		<title>Call Back</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:53:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I went to the call back last week For the HBO reality tv show &#38; they interviewed me &#38; basically just wanted to know what my child hood &#38; life has been like.?There was three people in the room listening to my story , which has been very enteresting. By the way when I turned in my story to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>I went to the call back last week For the HBO reality tv show &amp; they interviewed me &amp; basically just wanted to know what my child hood &amp; life has been like.?There was three people in the room listening to my story , which has been very enteresting. By the way when I turned in my story to the HBO producers, a musician who read my story asked me if i ever thought about writing a book about my life? I said yes but never have just got to it, he asked me to write a chapter to pitch after he talked to his attorney. So these past two weeks thats what I have been doing, rewinding my life &amp; trying to remember everything  I have been through in which you guys will find out. In the book I will be talking about alot of people that are your favorite actors, Directors, Producers, &amp; casting directors that i  know. So stay tuned! Pray for me for the reality show!</p>
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		<title>Audition</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 21:48:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have been in the Entertainment world for quite some time. When going to an audition relax, you never know what the casting director is looking for anyways. I have studied with acting coach Susan Batson author of the book &#8220;truth&#8221; &#38; did a graduate program @ the William Esper Studio. It is very important [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>I have been in the Entertainment world for quite some time. When going to an audition relax, you never know what the casting director is looking for anyways. I have studied with acting coach Susan Batson author of the book &#8220;truth&#8221; &amp; did a graduate program @ the William Esper Studio. It is very important to study your craft. I asked my agent the other day why i dind&#8217;t get a call back from the NBC 30 Rock casting ,  i recall doing well, he said not to worry cause they were looking for a certain look. My point is you might do well @ an audition &amp; not book the part or you might book the part &amp; they will make you look like the character they want you to be. my thing is just believe &amp; keep going your opportunity will come.</p>
<p>My best wishes </p>
<p>www.johannaestevez.com</p>
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		<title>My book</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I just finish writing my 12 chapter book to pitch. I have to go through my lines today for an audition I have tomorrow @ Judy Henderson Casting. I will be reading for prison guard  &#38; officer. I will be enrolling with Valentino Artist Management because I need more personal guidence, I think it [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>I just finish writing my 12 chapter book to pitch. I have to go through my lines today for an audition I have tomorrow @ Judy Henderson Casting. I will be reading for prison guard  &amp; officer. I will be enrolling with Valentino Artist Management because I need more personal guidence, I think it will work. By the way Valentino&#8217;s father is partners with Burt Padells firm so i know im in good hands.</p>
<p>God bless </p>
<p>www.johannaestevez.com</p>
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